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i really really wanted to play this song
and i really really really want to bathe
im all hot and sticky and all that stuff
but three things i can't do while im all alone at night is: play music (piano, songs on the com or whatever, i think music is haunting and besides, with music i wont be able to hear if theres a serial killer or a ghost near me.)
: bathe (bathing, i have to shut my eyes, then what happens if i open them and theres a un-natural being right in front of me? also what if i need to run, and then im naked, and un-weaponed and un-ready. anyway, bathing makes noise, so i won't be able to hear suspicious noises.)
: watch t.v (what happens if i switch it on to a scary show? then it might suddenly come to life and im all alone at night. and then i wont be able to go through the rest of the night in peace. also, tvs make noise.)

then i have to be ready for a night alone too, otherwise i might just die. it cant hurt to be ready, right..?

three things i need when im all alone at home at night: my wallet (it has my keys and access card and other vital stuff, in case i need to escape from a mad killer.)
: flash-light (what if theres a black-out? i will die right on the spot, because i cant see what the darkness is hiding. )
: knife (not the butcher kind, just the fruit knife. in case like theres a mad convict or a chain-axe killer cahsing after me, at least i have a weapon. i feel like a mad-killer myself, carrying a knife wherever i go.)

oh...and most of the lights must be on too.





im freaking myself out, i feel like angelina jolie.